Dedicated to my pillow
Mom bought new mattresses for us since my mattress actually belonged to bro about 10yrs ago. V switched beds after finding out tat it's bad to zzz facing the window. Feng shui stuff - ur spirit is unrest or can fly out easily/hard to come back or can c other spirits flying out...
Anyway, mom said the mattress I had been zzz on had bro's urine & it had been rotting for sometime.. Ew! I knew about the rotting but not the urine. my bro hadn't been a kid for a long time. & I didn't even think of it coz I hadn't been a kid urinating in zzz/bed for an even longer time. :P
She got 3 mattresses. 1 with navy, another in bright yellow & the last 1 in check with blue roses. Uh. None of my type. I prefer plain/check/stripe but nothing too gaudy, pastels would b nice but I don't mind the dolphin series :) I told her, "Why did u buy flowers? Last time already said flowers in bed room can make a person ill.." Big flowers actually. But the blue roses r small. Still...
Aiya, superstitious only. Mom replied, "If u like sth, then it won't b bad." Now, why didn't she agree with me when I say it's for choc?
Anyway, no need to fret such small things since v put another layer of cloth on top of the mattress. :)
I also get neck pain lately - not sure if I'm zzz with tense body or stress? Since I was in the toilet so many times, I asked mom to put out my blankets (I hv 2 - 1 lt. blue from Ikea - it's the only household stuff I had ever bought from there & the other another lt. blue knit) to get sunshine. Kills the bad germs & dusts?
Everytime change spreads, I feel like I'm lost. My pillow is stripped out & I couldn't recognize it just by looking at the limp thing. Don't misunderstand, I love my pillow. It has been my companion when I am sick & well all these years (more than 20!). It's comforting to hv it on my stomach when I get cramps or stomachache. It's my ritual to hv at least a conversation (in my head) with my pillow b4 & after I zzz. It can be any1 I know to virtual strangers, like I'm writing a story or movie. Sometimes I am tat character in my imagination, seldom not.. I wished I could write down all the stories in my head but I don't hv the patience or time to do so...
Wat I may lack in real life, I imagined how it would/could b. A touch of fantasy, real life experiences, comedy, action, horror, drama, thriller, romance...
Back to my pillow. After eating food & med, I was too tired & dehydrated, wanted to zzz but I couldn't zzz without hugging my pillow. I went out to the 'garden' - there's not a green thing in sight. V call it 'garden' to spite the cold gray cement area which was supposed to b a garden. It's a place where father & grandmother feed the sparrows (& where they perch on the wires to chit chat & shit). The wires r for hanging clothes actually. I saw 3 pillows hanging on the wire. 2 were mine. Which 1s?
I hv 2 pillows. Sorry if I'm confusing u coz in earlier paragraph I blogged about pillow - without s. C... my fav pillow, the 1 I dedicate to is the older 1, softer. Lots of love. Tears. & saliva too. This pillow I use it as the face for the characters I imagine with. The other pillow is harder, more squeezable - the body of the characters. Coz I don't hv 1 long pillow.
Mom had hung bro's pillow too. Without remembering how my inner pillows look like, I relied on another sense. Smell. :)
Every1's pillow has their own smell.
Read somewhere tat if u love the other person's smell, ur bodies r biologically compatible. So, does it work with pillows?
Read:
The Scent of Diversity: Is the cure for discrimination in all forms as close as your nose?
The nose is a powerful organ. Following Your Nose to Optimal Sexual and Reproductive Health and Happiness
XOXO.
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Anyway, mom said the mattress I had been zzz on had bro's urine & it had been rotting for sometime.. Ew! I knew about the rotting but not the urine. my bro hadn't been a kid for a long time. & I didn't even think of it coz I hadn't been a kid urinating in zzz/bed for an even longer time. :P
She got 3 mattresses. 1 with navy, another in bright yellow & the last 1 in check with blue roses. Uh. None of my type. I prefer plain/check/stripe but nothing too gaudy, pastels would b nice but I don't mind the dolphin series :) I told her, "Why did u buy flowers? Last time already said flowers in bed room can make a person ill.." Big flowers actually. But the blue roses r small. Still...
Aiya, superstitious only. Mom replied, "If u like sth, then it won't b bad." Now, why didn't she agree with me when I say it's for choc?
Anyway, no need to fret such small things since v put another layer of cloth on top of the mattress. :)
I also get neck pain lately - not sure if I'm zzz with tense body or stress? Since I was in the toilet so many times, I asked mom to put out my blankets (I hv 2 - 1 lt. blue from Ikea - it's the only household stuff I had ever bought from there & the other another lt. blue knit) to get sunshine. Kills the bad germs & dusts?
Everytime change spreads, I feel like I'm lost. My pillow is stripped out & I couldn't recognize it just by looking at the limp thing. Don't misunderstand, I love my pillow. It has been my companion when I am sick & well all these years (more than 20!). It's comforting to hv it on my stomach when I get cramps or stomachache. It's my ritual to hv at least a conversation (in my head) with my pillow b4 & after I zzz. It can be any1 I know to virtual strangers, like I'm writing a story or movie. Sometimes I am tat character in my imagination, seldom not.. I wished I could write down all the stories in my head but I don't hv the patience or time to do so...
Wat I may lack in real life, I imagined how it would/could b. A touch of fantasy, real life experiences, comedy, action, horror, drama, thriller, romance...
Back to my pillow. After eating food & med, I was too tired & dehydrated, wanted to zzz but I couldn't zzz without hugging my pillow. I went out to the 'garden' - there's not a green thing in sight. V call it 'garden' to spite the cold gray cement area which was supposed to b a garden. It's a place where father & grandmother feed the sparrows (& where they perch on the wires to chit chat & shit). The wires r for hanging clothes actually. I saw 3 pillows hanging on the wire. 2 were mine. Which 1s?
I hv 2 pillows. Sorry if I'm confusing u coz in earlier paragraph I blogged about pillow - without s. C... my fav pillow, the 1 I dedicate to is the older 1, softer. Lots of love. Tears. & saliva too. This pillow I use it as the face for the characters I imagine with. The other pillow is harder, more squeezable - the body of the characters. Coz I don't hv 1 long pillow.
Mom had hung bro's pillow too. Without remembering how my inner pillows look like, I relied on another sense. Smell. :)
Every1's pillow has their own smell.
Read somewhere tat if u love the other person's smell, ur bodies r biologically compatible. So, does it work with pillows?
Read:
The Scent of Diversity: Is the cure for discrimination in all forms as close as your nose?
The nose is a powerful organ. Following Your Nose to Optimal Sexual and Reproductive Health and Happiness
XOXO.
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